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  • Day 106 – Beautiful Day


    First of all, Happy Birthday, Will Clayton!

    It was in the mid-60s today! What a nice change from 30-40 degrees and rain. Unfortunately, I did not get a change to go out and take photos today. Spring Convocation was this morning, then I had a meeting with Dr. Jackson, microeconomics, 15 minutes to grab lunch, work for two hours, then a 1.5 hour phone meeting with a few people at TSI. Good news: I got an A on my second microecon exam! I am currently in a room on the third floor of Kendall preparing to work on my third paper for Dr. Jackson. I am feeling a bit overwhelmed with everything I have to do in the next week and a half.

    Something to look at: Hillsdale College held an unveiling ceremony for a Jefferson statue that a donor had made and placed here. Since I was at work during the ceremony, I did not take any photos. Will Clayton was there, though! Check out Will’s blog post for today to see a photo of the new statue.

  • Day 105 – Tower Players

    I took this photo last night at a dress rehearsal of the Tower Players’ production of Six Characters in Search of an Author. Performances will be 8 p.m. Thursday, Friday, and Saturday, and 3 p.m. Sunday.

    In other news, anyone who makes an income in the United States knows today is Government Theft Day! (I made up that name, of course… for those who resent my constant jabs at the government, it is tax day.) In celebration of this day, I encourage you to read 94 Years of Serfdom by Paul Craig Roberts.

    I came across a joke on David Friedman’s Blog this morning: “How to get smaller government: Move election day to April 15.”

  • Day 104 – Self-Portrait in Chrome


    This is a self-portrait taken in the chrome grill of a new Ford Edge. My aunt bought one, and the reflection in the chrome caught my eye as I was walking by with my camera.

    As always, click on this photo to view it at a larger size.

    It is a rainy day at Hillsdale! It has not stopped raining since yesterday evening.

  • Day 103 – Daffodils

    Click on the photo to view it at a larger size (recommended).

    This photo was taken at my aunt’s house in Wellington. I went outside and took photos to occupy myself after the pre-Easter dinner we had over there. I am back in Hillsdale now after a nice weekend at home. Hopefully spring is actually on its way now. The forecast says it is supposed to be in the 60s this week. I hope it is true! (Last week it was 20 degrees and snowing!)

  • Day 102 – Barn Fire, Take Two

    Click on the photos to view them large; especially the first one. The sunlight shining through the smoke looks magnificent, and you can still see flames at the bottom.

    The bottom two photos are members of the volunteer Amherst Fire Department.

    In addition to being on the news, one of my photos was put in the Elyria Chronicle today!

  • Day 101 – Barn Fire

    Click on the photos to view them large.

    While my parents and I were driving home from my aunt’s house after an early Easter dinner, we spotted large billows of black smoke in the sky. We quickly figured out where it was, so we decided to drive by and see what was going on. Also, I had my camera with me, so I wanted to see if there were any photo opportunities.

    It turned out that a barn on Dewey Road in Amherst was on fire, and we were on the scene before the fire department got there. In fact, we pulled up at the same time as the first policeman in the area did. I was able to get a few photos before the structure collapsed, then I got photos of the fire department preventing the flames from spreading after the barn did collapse. I will post a few photos tomorrow of the later stages of the fire, after it died down.

    EDIT: Two of my photos were aired on Cleveland’s 19 Action News at 11 p.m. tonight!

  • Day 100 – Favorite Photoblogs


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    I know that my blog frequently lacks interesting and quality photos, so here are my favorite photoblogs for you to check out:

    I admit that I only know one of these people, so the rest of these photoblogs were referrals from friends. I plan to take some photos of my extended family tomorrow, so I will hopefully have an interesting candid for you. In the mean time, the above links can occupy you for hours!

    Hillsdale closed the college offices at noon today, so my afternoon classes were canceled. Also, one of my morning classes canceled to keep the schedule balanced, so I only had one class this morning and I drove home early! I was home by 1 p.m., so I spent the afternoon helping my dad and uncle clear roots out of the main drain that goes out to the road. The tree in our front yard somehow gets its roots in through the joints in the pipe and causes issues every so often. So, today was the first time in a while that I crawled under our house.

    I have a little bit of work to do tonight, so I am going back to it. It is wonderful to be home, even if for a short time!

  • Day 99 – Cascarelli’s Pizza

    David, Richard, and I went to Cascarelli’s Pizza in Homer for dinner tonight. This pizza had green olives, turkey, jalapenos, red onions, and an excellent, spicy red sauce.

    I all of my classes except 1 are canceled for tomorrow, so I am driving home tomorrow morning for a short Easter break. I also have Monday off for travel, so I will be at home until Monday night. I am looking forward to it! I do have some school work to do, but it will be nice to be home, see family, and relax.

  • Day 98 – Fall ’09 Schedule

    • ECO 203-01 Macroeconomics T-TH 1 p.m. Lea
    • ECO 412-01 Austrian Economics T-TH 9:30 a.m. Steele
    • HON 251-01 Lost art of Epistolary Communication W 2 p.m. Wenzel
    • MTH 400-01 Linear Algebra MWF 8 a.m. Webster
    • PED 393-06 Basic Shotgun Sat. 10-11 a.m.
    • POL 101-05 Constitution T-TH 2:30 p.m. Krannawitter
    • MUS 204-01 Understanding Music MWF 1 p.m. Jones

    That’s right. My college has a shotgun class that counts for PE credit.
    This is my schedule that got approved for next semester. I am pretty excited! I am most excited about my Austrian econ class. I will take the second level of it in the spring.

    The weather turned nice again here at Hillsdale. Almost all of the snow is gone and I bet it will be gone by the time I go to bed tonight. It is still almost 50 degrees here. I am currently sitting inside, however, because I am covering a 4 hour lab assistant shift in the new graphics lab. There has not been anyone here for almost an hour now, so it is peaceful. I have music on and I am working on a writing reflection and a few short pieces for The Seasteading Institute. This is a beautiful lab. It is filled with new Mac Pros with 6gb of RAM and cinema displays. I need to get a permanent LA shift here next semester.

  • Day 97 – Soft Despotism, Democracy’s Drift

    Tonight I had the privilege of going to a lecture and panel discussion of Dr. Rahe, Dr. Birzer, Dr. Morrisey, and Dr. Arnn on democracy’s drift into soft despotism. The talk was centered upon Dr. Rahe’s recently published book, Soft Despotism, Democracy’s Drift: Montesquieu, Rousseau, Tocqueville, and the Modern Prospect. (Timely, because the 250 year anniversary of Tocqueville’s death is next Thursday.) The talk and all of the speakers were excellent. I purchased the book and I will comment on it once I read it (which will most likely not be until this summer).

    At the book signing afterwards, Dr. Rahe made an interesting comment to me that I have to think about for a while. He said that for freedom to work in America, social conservatives need to be libertarian, and libertarians need to be socially conservative. I think he is making a great point there, but I need to think through the short justification he provided me. Look for my thoughts on this later in the year when I have more free time to write. This comment really intrigued me, so I intend to think about it in the coming months.

  • Day 96 – Snow, Exams, and Political Essays

    What do all of these things have in common? My day today!

    First of all, the outcome of the snowstorm in the photos I posted last night was about 4 inches of wet, heavy snow on top of everything. We had several large tree branches fall around campus due to the weight of the snow. It was a sunny day, though, so it was beautiful! Surprisingly, the snow is still on the ground, even though it was in the high 30s today. Everything will freeze again tonight, though, since it will be in the 20s.

    I have two exams coming up; one Tuesday in microeconomics, one Wednesday in poly-econ. I am spending my evening studying for them, as well as a quiz I have in Calc II tomorrow.

    As for political essays, you should read Patri Friedman’s essay at the Cato Institute, titled Beyond Folk Activism. (I am in the acknowledgements at the end, because I was part of the editing team!) It is a great essay outlining the dangers of folk activism and focusing on realistic activism and alternatives to folk activism.

    Also worthy of reading, Detroit businessmen had enough of government fiat and created a private currency that is being used around Detroit! I need to go there and find some before the government tries to shut it down. (Unfortunately, though, it is backed by U.S. currency, so is subject to the same dangers. Maybe they will eventually back it with gold or silver.)

  • Day 95 – Crazy Michigan Weather

    Long Exposure

    Normal Exposure

    I drove back to Hillsdale late this afternoon. When I arrived, it was raining, but relatively warm. It was still the same at 9pm after I got out of my exam review session. Then, after I was in my dorm for an hour, the temperature dropped and it was snowing like crazy! I went out and took the two photos above. The first one is a long exposure, and the second one is a normal exposure. I took the second one so you can see just how much it was snowing, since it is not clear from the long exposure (you can see the snow, but it is just lines under the street light). The building is Howard Music Hall, which is right across the street from my dorm. Click on the photos to view them larger.

  • Day 94 – Both Sadness and Hope

    This article deeply scares me.

    A part of the article, however, gives me hope:

    “In Seoul, on Saturday, more than 100 anti-North Korea activists had burned a miniature model of a Taepodong 2 missile and clashed with police, according to South Korean media reports.”

    It shows that at least some people will stand up for what they believe in. I am not sure clashing with police is a good thing, but at least they only burned their model missile and nothing else. I wish people in North Korea would do this sort of thing, but I realize they run the risk of being shot if they do so. The situation in North Korea saddens me. The North Koreans will never even have a chance at knowing freedom or peace with Kim Il around, or any Juche ideologues for that matter.

    Government oppression, no matter where it is, really saddens and upsets me.

  • Day 93 – Back in Amherst

    I am back in Amherst for the weekend to take care of a few things, namely getting fitted for a tux so I can go to Amanda’s prom at the end of the month. The above photo was taken in front of the Amherst Town Hall by my long exposure project with Sean Nelson, Illum. Click on the photo to view it large.

    Also, good news: I got 100% on my CCA paper, and a B+ on my second American Heritage Exam with Dr. Birzer.

  • Day 92 – Spring!

    Spring is here! Flowers of all sorts are budding on campus and the weather is finally warming up. Of course, I did not take this photo here, because I have not had time to spend on taking photos around campus. I have had a lot of work this week from multiple fronts. Click on the photo to view it large.

  • Day 91 – April Fool’s Day

    I did not pull any April Fool’s Day pranks today; in fact, I forgot about it until my econ professor passed out an exam at the beginning of class, which is a week earlier than it is scheduled for. Anyway, as soon as I remembered, I went online to Google’s home page to look for April Fool’s hoax this year. They always post it as a legitimate announcement at 11:59:59 on March 31. Their announcement always looks like it could be real, but once you look at the links attached to the announcement, you quickly realize the hoax.

    This year it is CADIE, the Cognitive Autoheuristic Distributed-Intelligence EntityArchived Link. Read Google’s announcementArchived Link, technical specsArchived Link, and CADIE’s homepageArchived Link. Along with CADIE, Google released multiple services supposedly powered by CADIE, the gBall, Gmail auto-pilot, upside-down YouTube videos for a better viewing experience, and more little things which probably have not been found yet.

    Last year, it was AdSense for Conversations, and in 2007 it was Gmail Paper (and much more, of course).

    Have fun today with your hoaxes, pranks, and jokes!

  • Day 90 – Anti-Productivity Apps


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    Yesterday I wrote about my 6 favorite productivity apps. I thought it only appropriate that today I write about the opposite: anti-productivity apps. These are things that help me waste time (like I need a lot of help doing that…) while I am supposed to be doing work. I am not a huge gamer, but I like to play some small games when I am killing time. Here are the three applications (besides my internet browser) that I most often find lowering my productivity.


    NetNewsWire (freeware)

    NetNewsWire by NetGator

    When I actually need to get work done, the first application I close is my feed reader, NetNewsWire. It is a feed aggregator made by NewsGator. That is just tech jargon for a program that pulls updates from websites you subscribe to and displays them all in one place. You can look at all of your favorite news sites, blogs, webcomics, photo journals, etc. without opening up a formal web browser. I currently subscribe to 59 feeds, but that changes weekly depending on new sites I find and if I get bored with something I am subscribed to.

    By the way, NewsGator makes great free readers for Windows and mobile operating systems, too!


    Solitaire XL (freeware, 10.3 and up)

    Solitaire XL by Lavacat

    Solitaire XL is made by Lavacat Software. For those of you who have switched over to a Mac from Windows, you probably miss playing solitaire to kill time. There are no solitaire applications pre-installed in OS X, so multiple developers wrote freeware solitaire apps to fill this void. I think Lavacat’s UI design is the best of all solitaire apps for OS X I have seen. I don’t play it often, but I put it in this list for those of you who miss playing solitaire and want a version for OS X, but didn’t know it until you read this. (Say’s law!)


    Enigmo 2 ($19.95)

    Enigmo 2 by Pangea

    “Enigmo 2 is a 3D puzzle game where you construct mechanisms to direct lasers, plasma, and water to toggle switches, deactivate force-fields, and eventually get them to their final destination.” It is built by Pangea Software and really appeals to people who like geometry and angles. I enjoy the challenge of constructing ways to direct water, plasma, and lasers through obstacles and to their destinations in a certain amount of time.

  • Day 89 – Productivity Apps


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    We read articles like “Top 10 [insert adjective here] Apps” on Digg at least once a week. Well, I decided to out together a list, not because I think I know better what is best, or I am discontented with the few thousand other top 10 articles out there, but because I wanted to put a list together of what I use most and often to make my life easier. In fact, there are not even 10 apps on this list, nor do I claim that these are the best designed, or the best for the job. They are simply the ones I have found and use almost on a daily basis. I will provide a brief description of each one, why I use it, and a link to where you can get it. I will also indicate the cost, though most of these apps are free. Keep in mind, I use Mac OS X, so the PC users are out of luck unless the developers make a Windows or Linux version of these apps I don’t know about it. Also, I am running these on 10.5.6, so if you are running older versions of a Mac OS, they might not work. (Look, if you are using 10.3, 10.4, or below, it is time to upgrade. If you are still using system 9 or below, it is definitely time to upgrade, and I am surprised you can actually view this site on that system.) With that said, here are 6 applications I use pretty much daily to keep my life in order and running smoothly.

    Please Digg this article if you find it useful!
    Please Digg this article if you like it!


    ThinkArchived Link (freeware, 10.4.9 and up)

    Think by Freeverse

    Think, by FreeverseArchived Link, is an application to help you focus on the matter at hand on your computer screen. Open Think, select an application to use, and Think puts a dark (or colored, if you want) screen behind your current application window so other things on your computer screen do not distract you. You can bring another application into Think temporarily by clicking on it on the dock, but once you select the original application you were working on, it goes behind the screen once again. This application is particularly helpful when I am writing papers, because it is easy for me to get distracted by other things on my computer screen. Also, since you can bring in other apps, it is easy to use Dictionary (which comes pre-installed on OS X) to look up words or synonyms without getting distracted by other things. Also, if you leave an IM client up, you will still know when you have messages because Think keeps the Dock viewable.


    AnxietyArchived Link (freeware, 10.5 and up)

    Anxiety by Tom Stoelwinder

    Anxiety is a lightweight to-do list app written by Tom Stoelwinder of Model Concept. It sits on your desktop and allows you to quickly add tasks and check them off when finished. Best of all, it syncs with Mail and iCal to keep your to-dos all together and viewable without having either iCal or Mail open. You can sort the to-dos by category (calendars in iCal), or list them all together. I set this application to launch on startup and to stay viewable in all of my spaces so I am constantly reminded of what I need to do.


    Timer (freeware, 10.4. and up)

    Timer by Apimac

    “Timer is a complete and professional stopwatch, alarm clock, countdown and clock utility” made by Apimac. It is free and has an easy-to-use interface, like most Apimac software. I only use it for the countdown and alarm, though I can see the benefits of using its other features. The countdown is especially helpful when doing laundry, which I just did yesterday. Other uses include cooking, napping, or taking a break while working. Just set how much time you want to spend, set which alarm you want, and go about your day. What’s helpful is that you can launch an application after the time period is over. If you are really resourceful, you can write your own application to launch which quits all games or time-wasting applications at the end of the time period so you can get back to work. I have not had to go to this extreme, but I know people who would certainly benefit from it. If this is you, but you don’t know Applescript, I can write a custom app to do this for you at a low cost. Contact me.


    1Password ($39.95 USD, 10.4.11 and up)

    1Password by Agile Web Solutions

    1Password is a secure password managing, form-autofilling, password generating, and award-winning utility made by Agile Web Solutions. 1Password integrates directly into most browsers (Safari, Firefox, Flock, Camino, OmniWeb, DEVONagent, Fluid, iCab, and NetNewsWire) to securely manage and auto-fill web forms. It also has iPhone/iPod Touch and Palm support. You have to unlock 1Password when you open an internet browser, but this one instance saves immense amounts of time if your normal browsing includes logging into multiple sites each session. You can also access your information through 1Password’s UI, and this also requires unlocking it before use. Essentially, this is a much better version of Apple’s Keychain Access if you already use that. It saves me immense amounts of time and makes my online experience progress quickly and smoothly.


    iClip ($29 USD, 10.4 and up )

    iClip by Inventive

    iClip, by Inventive, is a multiple clipboard and scrapbook utility. It allows you to store virtually unlimited items from your clipboard to recall later. I use this daily for copying multiple items and keeping them on hand for later use. For example, if I am writing an email and sending someone multiple URLs, I find them and copy them one right after another, and then paste them all in the email afterwards instead of copy and pasting them individually. It saves a great deal of time, especially if you are looking for something three hours later. iClip saves a predetermined number of your clipboard items until you clear them.


    Spaces (included with Mac OS 10.5)

    Spaces by Apple

    For those of you who use Leopard and do not know about Spaces, it is time to be enlightened. Spaces allows you to have multiple workspaces at once so your windows do not pile up. You can easily toggle between these spaces by keyboard commands or by clicking on the application, but either way, it saves an immense amount of time. No longer do you have to move windows around to find what you were working on––just open different tasks in different spaces! I set certain applications to open in certain spaces so I always know where they are, which is very helpful. With this, I use Expose, also included in 10.5 (and 10.4). Expose allows you to see all of your windows at once, or temporarily show your desktop by simply moving your mouse pointer in a predetermined corner of your screen or by using a set hotkey. If you have 10.5 and are not using these applications, open up System Preferences and enable them (the fourth icon from the left on the top row). You will be glad you did. In fact, I think Spaces is enough of a reason to upgrade to 10.5 if you haven’t already done so. Of course, there are many, many other reasons to upgrade.

  • Day 88 – Epiphanies While Writing Papers


    Epiphanies in two senses: 1.) I am getting great ideas while digging into the text of Ibsen’s Hedda Gabler to support my arguments. 2.) I am realizing there is not as big of a difference between math, economics, and English as people think. All three are just different uses of the same basic approach: constructing arguments, logically moving through proving them, and providing ample support for those arguments. All three rely heavily on how you move through the matter at hand, and I think that if you figure out how to do one of these three subjects well, it will only take a little effort to apply those skills to another realm. I hope this works for me in the future. As for now, I am far from figuring out how to best approach any of these three.

    I have been reading a decent amount online lately about dieting, and a blog I recently started following posted an article about effective dieting that I think is worth reading. The blog is not about dieting…it is just a personal blog from James Hogan at the Seasteading Institute. He outlines what has worked best for him over the last 9 years, and provides some tips for people who want to start on a diet. I suggest giving it a look.

  • Day 87 – Coffee Break


    Above is a photo of me at Ft. Moultrie, taken by Liz Essley. I usually don’t have photos of me on here, but I like this one. Click on it to view large.

    I am writing this during a quick coffee break. I am in the middle of writing a paper for Dr. Jackson.
    I went to see the Hilltop Highland Dancers accompanied by the Tulloch Ard Scottish pipes and drums perform tonight here on campus. It was an excellent performance, though I think my ears are still ringing from how loud the bagpipes are.

    Well, I apologize for how short this is, but I have to get back to work.

  • Day 86 – Reverse Mount 50mm


    I ordered a reverse mount ring adaptor for my 50mm lens, which came in over spring break. Tonight was the first time I had time to try it out. The DOF with it is crazy! I took photos of a bulletin board pin, and when I focused on the point, the other end was entirely out of focus, and my camera was inches away. Also, since I had the pin turned sideways, the point was no more than 2 cm closer the camera than the other end. Even in this photo, there is only a small strip that is in focus. Props to Will Clayton for recommending it to me. I got it on eBay for only $5! Click the photo above to view large.

    Good news for today: I did very well on my calc II exam that I took before spring break (I got it back today) and I feel good about the test I took in Dr. Birzer’s class today. Also, I got to play frisbee golf on campus for the first time. There is a group that gets together and they asked me to join them tonight. They made up their own course, complete with boundaries, pars, and certain marks to hit with a frisbee before you move on. It goes all across campus and has a lot of challenging throws. I did pretty bad (+8), but it was the first time I had played the course, so I don’t feel terrible. I had a lot of fun!

  • Day 85 – Time Ticking Away


    Okay, okay. I know these aren’t clocks. I just needed a fitting title for today. I have an exam in Dr. Birzer’s class tomorrow, and the caption means that my study time is methodically ticking away. I took this photo aboard the USS Yorktown, somewhere in its engine room. Click on the photo to view it large.

    Well, back to studying!

  • Day 84 – Abolish the Postal System’s Monopoly

    As I was going through my daily list of blogs that I read, I stumbled upon an article by Jacob Hornberger advocating an end on the postal monopoly. This caught my attention because I argued for the very same thing in my AP Government class in high school. Of course, many of my fellow students thought that idea was lunacy (which it probably the same thing they thought of me, as I frequently brought up similar ideas…).

    Simply put, the government monopoly on first class mail is a clear use of coercion to prop up an inefficient business and keep out competition, thus keeping prices at a predetermined level instead of at a competitive market rate. This is unacceptable, incompatible with a free society, and an inefficient use of resources. Advocates of the postal monopoly claim that without the monopoly, the USPS could not run. They go on to argue that without the USPS, there would not be universal letter delivery. This argument is simply false, and was proven wrong all the way back in 1844 when Lysander Spooner started the American Letter Mail Company and almost drove the USPS out of business in a matter of months. The USPS used government force to shut him down and have done the same to several companies since. Could letter mail be delivered to remote places without the USPS? Of course. Remote places are provided with the necessities of life, yet there is no government office in charge of distributing food to everyone in the nation (yet…).

    You might laugh at the previous paragraph, but you do not live in fear of bread not being available tomorrow, yet the government does not provide such things. Who does? Individuals in the marketplace. Production of bread is a staple of almost all Americans’ lives, but no one is worried about it being provided, even though firms on the market provide it. Would first class mail be any different? Of course not. The postal monopoly is unnecessary. It is only government coercion backed up with poor arguments, which shield other political reasons for its existence.

    It is time to amend Article I, section 8 of the U.S. Constitution, striking the claus that says “Congress shall have power to establish post-offices and post roads.” Though I am in favor of getting rid of the USPS entirely, that is unnecessary since it will most likely not be able to compete with other firms once the force-backed barrier to entry is lifted.

    If you have any questions or concerns, or disagree with me, I would love to hear it, so email me or post a comment. My email address: cagrimmett [at] gmail [dot] com

    Here are some sources to read on this topic:
    Why Not Abolish the Postal Monopoly? by Jacob G. Hornberger
    Postal Commissars to Raise Rates. Don’t Complain. by Ted Roberts
    The Unconstitutionality of the Laws of Congress, Prohibiting Private Mails by Lysander SpoonerArchived Link
    The Last Dinosaur: The U.S. Postal Service by James Bovard

  • Day 83 – History of Economic Thought

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    Image from the Mises Institute

    I saw today on the Mises Institute’s website that they made a great Rothbard work, Austrian Perspective on the History of Economic Thought, available in two volumes as free PDFs. Go to the article about the online release of this great work.

    The Mises Institute is a wonderful resource for anyone who wants to learn about economics, specifically the Austrian School. They have the largest collection of books, journals, and essays on economics available as free PDFs available online. They also have hundreds of lectures, interviews, and audiobooks available for download.

    I highly recommend their daily articles, which provide thought-provoking and intellectually stimulating ideas and commentary on subjects ranging from political commentary to economic theory and history. Warning: The Mises Institute can be very dangerous to lovers of big government, embracers of socialism, and those who despise freedom. Read at your own risk.

  • Day 82 – Time to Pay the Piper


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    Short post today. I wanted to put a photo of these nice flowers on my blog to have something nice to look at when I open the page.
    Right now I am having a severe motivation problem. It is time to pay the piper for doing little work over spring break. I have a decent amount of work and studying to do in the next week and it is getting to the point where I know I have to do it, and I know I am going to, but the joy of doing it is not there. I just need to keep a positive outlook, though, and I will get through it just fine like I always do.

    A side note, I am really grateful for the wonderful friends, family, and professors I have. They inspire me to keep a positive outlook and are great role models for me and everyone else around. Here is a thank you to all of you. I may not always (if ever, unfortunately) show my gratitude. I will try from now on to do that. Even though I do not show my gratitude, however, I still do care about, admire, and greatly appreciate all you do. I am not very good at showing it most of the time, but know I do care.
    Again, Thank you.